Today is my 30th birthday. I'm excited to begin a "new" stage in my life. So many changes are occurring and new opportunities presenting. It is fun to experience change - sometimes. I'm doing my best to take it all in stride.
So this is how I entered my 30's: I woke up early (4:30) this morning and was awake for quite awhile. I finally went back to sleep and then had some crazy dreams that I won't elaborate on. I then started hearing voices in my dreams but was awake enough to say to myself, "Great, I'm having auditory hallucinations". So I think I'm going crazy. I eventually wake up and get up to shower, Chara and I decided to have breakfast for our birthday. When I went into the shower I tossed a dirty towel onto the bathroom floor, now I'm becoming a slob. After my shower when I'm blow drying my hair I see the towel out of the corner of my eye and I thought it was a snake and that it was moving. My heart was pounding. I started to stomp on it (I had cowboy boots on) and then realized that it was the towel. Now I know I'm going crazy, I'm not only having auditory hallucinations but visual hallucinations as well. Then Chara comes over and we go to breakfast. I normally eat fairly healthy, but today I had french toast with cream cheese, runny eggs, sausage links and bacon. I might as well stop up my heart if I'm going crazy.